In the shapeliness of a life, habit plays its sovereign role… Most people take action by habit in small things more often than in important things, for it’s the simple matters that get done readily, while the more somber and interesting, taking more effort and being more complex, often must wait for another day. Thus, we could improve ourselves quite well by habit, by its judicious assistance, but it’s more likely that habits rule us.
How do you start the morning? Are you soothed by routine?
I head to the porch. Coffee, book, osprey.
‘My’ osprey is a creature of habit, just like me. It has a favorite perch and lets me know when it arrives. (Crank up the volume.)
I’m fairly certain that it is part of a breeding pair. A superb fisher, it likes this snag with commanding views of the lagoon.
It draws attention to itself by emitting a series of plaintive staccato whistles. Osprey as poet. Circling high, hovering low, doing a little sky dancing.
Morning coffee, osprey. And Mary Oliver ~ poet as witness. Her work is loving the world, her words so fervid you feel rooted beside her. Oliver casts her “thoughts upon the object”, as Emerson urged poets to do.
The Osprey (Mary Oliver)
with its narrow
and its cupidinous eyes
from a leafy tree
to look into the lake – it looked
a long time, then its powerful
shoulders punched out a little
and it fell,
it rippled down
into the water –
then it rose, carrying,
in the clips of its feet,
a slim and limber
silver fish, a scrim
of red rubies
on its flashing sides.
All of this
to look at,
so I simply stood there,
in the blue morning,
Then I walked away.
Beauty is my work,
but not my only work –
when the fish was gone forever
and the bird was miles away,
I came back
and stood on the shore, thinking –
and if you think
thinking is a mild exercise,
I mean, I was swimming for my life –
and I was thundering this way and that way
in my shirt of feathers –
and I could not resolve anything long enough
to become one thing
except this: the imaginer.
It was inescapable
as over and over it flung me,
without pause or mercy it flung me
to both sides of the beautiful water –
to both sides
of the knife.
I’m such a fan of Mary Oliver, the imaginer. Just type her name in our blog search box. See what I mean?
Oliver lives just south of me. We’ll probably never meet. But I know what to do with some of my wild and precious life.
Sometimes I need only to stand wherever I am to be blessed.