Sharp Shinned Hawks and Solstices*** and How the Latter Informed the Former (informed the former?!?!) A 420 Character 9-Liner Poem by Patty


(***The Winter Solstice is called Tekufat Tevat in Hebrew)

Sharp Shinned Hawks and Solstices and How the Latter Informed the Former (informed the former?!?!)  A 420 Character 9-Liner Poem by Patty

Sharpies and Solstices. As the sun’s light becomes stronger,

I resolve to consider how to strengthen my vision.

(My Grandpa Billauer talked of such.)**

So today, when suddenly the crowd of birds at the feeder vanish

I stare. And see nothing.

And then–perched on a feeder cross-beam–

a Sharp Shinned Hawk looks ’round at me.  

He’d cleared the room, so to speak, but come up empty.

As did I. Almost. Sharpies and Solstices.

PATTYIMG_3680 Tekufah Tevet from the Beit Alpha Synagogue Mosaic

Tekufah Tevet from the Beit Alpha Synagogue Mosaic*IMG_3681


**Note from Patty: I’ve been reading this site for a while now, and though Grandpa Henry Billauer (or “Chaim” as he was named up until he got to Ellis Island along with his soon-to-be-wife “Esther” who became Alice!) didn’t know of Rabbi Jill Hammer, he could have been a soul brother for her. It is my recollection that he always tried to integrate his Jewish faith and practice with earth-based beliefs and ways of living as Rabbi Hammer teaches. Henry Billauer was a wise, generous, and gentle man.


“About Tel Shemesh

Tel Shemesh is a web resource for those who are attempting to integrate Jewish faith and practice with earth-based beliefs and ways of living. Tel Shemesh provides writings, rituals, songs, prayers, and myths that integrate Jewish texts with earth-based images like the Divine feminine and the sacred earth, in order to promote an inclusive vision of a Judaism entwined with nature and with all life.

Tel Shemesh is committed to exploring traditional Jewish practice and to creating ritual that combines Jewish symbols and ceremonies with feminist, shamanic and nature-based insight. Tel Shemesh sponsors community rituals such as drum circles, solstice celebrations, and creative reclaimings of Jewish holidays such as Tu b’Shevat (the birthday of the trees) and Tu B’Av (the late summer grape harvest and celebration of rebirth).

Tel Shemesh seeks to be a support to earth-based Jewish communities and individuals; those who are seeking a spiritual path that balances Judaism and the spirituality of the earth, by providing web resources as well as a biweekly newsletter. For more information or to find out about programs, contact

From the Founder

Tel Shemesh means “hill of the sun.” Tel, or hill, is a Hebrew word for a layered mound that has artifacts of ancient civilizations beneath it. Tel Shemesh is a place to excavate Jewish stories and ceremonies of the natural world, as well as to create new texts and rituals. Tel Shemesh“Hill of the sun” also refers to the hill in Central Park where I conceived the name and idea for Tel Shemesh. I had spent a year of following the cycles of earth in Jewish ways: drumming under the full moon on Sukkot, the harvest festival; celebrating the Sabbath by walking a sacred circle in the fields; creating a winter solstice/Chanukah ritual to celebrate the return of the sun; dancing with branches in a tree ritual to honor the festival of trees, Tu B’Shevat; and using the four cups of the Passover seder to honor the four elements. I had also spent a decade exploring the Divine feminine in Judaism and in the natural world through poetry, study and prayer. I had written a book of midrash, creative interpretation of Jewish sacred texts, called Sisters at Sinai: New Tales of Biblical Women. I had spent six years in rabbinical school learning texts and traditions relevant to my own beliefs and practices. Yet I felt somewhat spiritually lonely, because the traditional Judaism I taught and practiced in community did not always have a “port” for me to dock my new ways of being.

I knew there were many people celebrating in an earth-based way in Judaism, and I even knew some of them, and I knew others were writing books about it, but there was no local community to sustain us, and no place for me to share the insights I was having or learn the insights of others. I had found poetry, music, and some teachers that helped me on my journey, but no real gathering place for it. So loved ones and friends encouraged me to create a website that would be the root system for such a community. That, along with the deep generosity of Tel Shemesh’s funder, Shoshana Jedwab (whose spirit-name is Bat-Shemesh, daughter of the sun), was the origin of Tel Shemesh.

Tel Shemesh seeks to celebrate and create earth-based traditions, rituals, and celebrations within Judaism, drawing on Jewish sources from many time periods as well as from related earth-based traditions. Tel Shemesh also seeks to explore multiple images of feminine and masculine divinity, and also to explore the dialogue between transcendence (the sacred as awesome other) and immanence (the sacred as inner reality). Tel Shemesh uses the oneness of creation, the duality of dialogue and conversation, the four worlds and elements, and the cycle of the year as its underlying structures. Tel Shemesh seeks to foster care and concern for the health and well-being of our planet. Tel Shemesh welcomes comments as well as submissions of rituals, articles, poetry, and Jewish sacred text. We also accept announcements of relevant events. I hope that, if these pages interest you, you will become part of our community and receive our bimonthly e-mail newsletter, “Ein Shemesh/Well of the Sun.” Welcome to this hearth. I hope you will find warmth and wisdom here.

—Rabbi Jill Hammer, Tel Shemesh Founder

About the Founder

Rabbi Jill HammerRabbi Jill Hammer, PhD, is an author, educator, midrashist, myth-weaver, and ritualist. She is the director of Tel Shemesh, a website and community celebrating and creating Jewish earth-based traditions, and the co-founder of Kohenet: The Hebrew Priestess Institute. She is the author of two books: Sisters at Sinai: New Tales of Biblical Women (Jewish Publication Society, 2001) and The Jewish Book of Days (Jewish Publication Society, forthcoming 2006). She is a poet and essayist whose work has been published in many journals and anthologies such as Lilith, Bridges, Response, Natural Bridge, Zeek, The Journal of Feminist Studies in Religion,The Jewish Spectator, Biblical Women in the Midrash, and The Women’s Torah Commentary. Rabbi Hammer is a celebrated adult educator who has taught in many venues including retreats, conferences, synagogues, Jewish community centers, new moon gatherings, and on-going adult education classes. She conducts workshops around the country on ancient and contemporary midrash, bibliodrama, creative ritual, and Jewish cycles of time. She is also currently serving as an adjunct at the Academy for Jewish Religion in Riverdale, NY.

About this Site

The Tel Shemesh site was officially launched on June 21, 2004, the summer solstice, which is the day after the first of the month of Tammuz. The new moon of Tammuz begins summer in the Hebrew calendar. Every new moon represents beginnings, and the summer solstice represents the midst of the harvest. In Jewish legend, the first of Tammuz is a time of mourning what has been lost. Yet it is also a time of recovery. One ancient midrash (interpretation of a sacred story) tells that when Miriam the prophetess died, the well that had followed her through the desert, quenching her wandering people’s thirst, disappeared. It was on the summer solstice that Miriam’s brother Moses rediscovered that well, hidden inside a stone. So too, Tel Shemesh will allow old sources of wisdom to flow, and will create new ones as well.

Tel Shemesh thanks its dedicated web designer, Shir-Yaakov Feinstein-Feit (, and its generous funder, Shoshana Jedwab. Tel Shemesh also thanks the many authors who have contributed their work to this site. May the One who dwells within all things bless Tel Shemesh as a home for ideas and community.”